every day starts a new (as long as I wake up)
I am sick today and have several appointments to go to. I think I will call & change the most expensive one and make Zane do the other 2 alone I need rest and a day in PJ's.
and we all know how I love my PJ's !
hope this day goes well for every one
Love Hugs And Prayers
Larena
Mt.St. Helens
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
march 2nd came & went
eleven years.
wonder if I will ever quit counting ? doubt it.
I miss them ever so much still and they would now be dead from natural causes, why do I have such a hard time letting animals cross over ? I will see them again.
new to add to the day is filing for legal seperation.
so much so wrong and it is not going to stop untill it is so over,
I am not that kind of person and I
hope I never hurt someone just to hurt them.
I gave every thing as I am good at doing and I am regretting some of it but in time I will get past it and then I will be so much better off !!!
I am sorry for the loss of people I have learned to love and I hope they know that they will remain in my Prayers and that no matter where I live I would always be happy to see them. so if you ever travel to Port Angeles please let me know you are coming I will help you have a wonderful stay !
Tara Kodiak Katie Kasi & Klover you were loved and you are missed. wait for me around the rainbow bridge !
wonder if I will ever quit counting ? doubt it.
I miss them ever so much still and they would now be dead from natural causes, why do I have such a hard time letting animals cross over ? I will see them again.
new to add to the day is filing for legal seperation.
so much so wrong and it is not going to stop untill it is so over,
I am not that kind of person and I
hope I never hurt someone just to hurt them.
I gave every thing as I am good at doing and I am regretting some of it but in time I will get past it and then I will be so much better off !!!
I am sorry for the loss of people I have learned to love and I hope they know that they will remain in my Prayers and that no matter where I live I would always be happy to see them. so if you ever travel to Port Angeles please let me know you are coming I will help you have a wonderful stay !
Tara Kodiak Katie Kasi & Klover you were loved and you are missed. wait for me around the rainbow bridge !
Saturday, March 5, 2011
wow blindsided
I have never been so disappointed in any one. I guess seeings it is a soon to be (X) , I have less disappointment to look forward to.
(he) took the car and the day the court orders it returned to me, he takes it out of state to family in missouri risking them (and his son is with him risking his job) real stand up man there. always thinking of others ....
I look forward to a day when thinking of (you) in pain doesn't make me the tinniest bit happy. I'm getting closer every day ! God is good to me.
(you) are making really poor decisions and behaving very badly, your Mom would be ashamed and your Daddy is Proud.
and a new foot note just 3 hours after I posted the above , (he) has been served.
NO MORE STRESS FOR ME; NO MORE DRAMA; NO MORE THUNDER CLOUD HANGING OVER ME; DONE DONE DONE.
onto things that make me smile !!
Thank You Susan
Thank You Cindy
Thank You Sallie
Thank You Keeta & Goob !
Thank You Mom & Dusti
Thank You God !
Bad people can kiss ..........................^ :)
(he) took the car and the day the court orders it returned to me, he takes it out of state to family in missouri risking them (and his son is with him risking his job) real stand up man there. always thinking of others ....
I look forward to a day when thinking of (you) in pain doesn't make me the tinniest bit happy. I'm getting closer every day ! God is good to me.
(you) are making really poor decisions and behaving very badly, your Mom would be ashamed and your Daddy is Proud.
and a new foot note just 3 hours after I posted the above , (he) has been served.
NO MORE STRESS FOR ME; NO MORE DRAMA; NO MORE THUNDER CLOUD HANGING OVER ME; DONE DONE DONE.
onto things that make me smile !!
Thank You Carrie & Sara
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
ALL NEW COMING SOON
just a quick note to let you know I am coming home the first of March I will then be cleaning out my life :)
I have started over many times I will be okay. I am blessed to have a great support system.
as it stands today I have to be out of the house by June 4th.
Zane is going to try to work with them but I will make my own way until something is set for him.
I am going thru tons of emotions, love hate don't give a shit, all normal I am sure but this time I have a broken heart.
time heals all i am told and with that I will sign off.
look for a new blog coming with my new life. L
I have started over many times I will be okay. I am blessed to have a great support system.
as it stands today I have to be out of the house by June 4th.
Zane is going to try to work with them but I will make my own way until something is set for him.
I am going thru tons of emotions, love hate don't give a shit, all normal I am sure but this time I have a broken heart.
time heals all i am told and with that I will sign off.
look for a new blog coming with my new life. L
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Struggle
Friday, January 7, 2011
still kicking
just a quick blip to let anyone know I have made it to 2011
Mom is doing well but still needs constant attention so I am with her 24/7 next dr apt is the 18th hoping for a walking cast but will not hurry it so, it could be 4 more weeks of no weight baring and that will mean I am here for another 4 weeks :)
whatever it takes to get the pain level down and managable for her ! and the hope she may be able to do a bit of hiking again thrills us both !
Happy New Year to Every one.
Mom is doing well but still needs constant attention so I am with her 24/7 next dr apt is the 18th hoping for a walking cast but will not hurry it so, it could be 4 more weeks of no weight baring and that will mean I am here for another 4 weeks :)
Happy New Year to Every one.
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