AND I NEED TO GET DRUNK !!!

HOW ABOUT YOU ??

our rains have returned.

and they are welcomed. hopefully they will help the people fighting the wildfires around the Pacific Northwest.

this state is so beautiful

do you know when you are young in your 20's working hard raising a family, you wished you didn't have to work? well in my 40's I was in an auto accident and now I cannot work. For those of you that think thats great...think again. I am now 45 with $4500. put away for my retirement (that word no longer means anything in my world) and no hope to add to it . I fight with a private disability company monthly.....funny how they never had a problem with me when I was giving them money out of every paycheck......we buy into insurance scams just in case the worst happens,,,, but I will keep you in my prayers for extra strength if it ever does. these people are worse than Lawyers (present company excluded,K), I have dealt with personal injury firms for the last 4 years and they are in my oppinion the worst of a breed. they and these insurance people are no longer welcome in my world. if I have any legal things to do any more I will endever to do them myself. but I get off task. Insurance crap...how is it that these people out weigh your states laws ? how is it they can call at 6am ? who made them above the law ?? and then there are morals, after 4 miserable years of going to every doctor they sent me to and all of them saying the same injuies.......the insurance company can and does say, "if there is something wrong with you prove it."

WTF?????

if I could be a door greeter I would.

do you know what it is like to go back in there and see handicapped people physically worse than myself, able to hold down a job WTF ??? Brains are important.

people that know me that spend time with me understand, people that think they know me do not. the other night I was trying to cook super standing right in the kitchen with my back to the stove I burned the ricearoni I was trying to brown....didn't remember I had put it on untill I smelled it burning..I was litterally 2 feet from it.....I was a professional cook for 10 years.....WTF??

the finacial end of being disabled sucks I have all the time now to do the things I always wished for and not enough money to do them ! and gad gas prices make me miss my horse!!

where are we going as a country ? so many people just existing, almost going thru life in a daze, and people with the power of perswaysion( speeling?) and the gift of speech leading them along.

am I the only one thinking there are dark days ahead???

world finance

some of our mountain beauty, try to let it help calm my fears
also out for a walk this day... :)
my diningroom, on a quiet afternoon
Patrick, my seastar.
my son and my grandpuppy

these are all things I love and enjoy seeing.........

then life comes creeping back

so what is up with your money ???

is it safe where you have left it all of your life ??.

or is your panicking parent right in withdrawing all of their funds??

a built in safe is now a God send

my son wishes he had bought gold bars and coins.

my retirement is (for lack of another word)

fu--ed.

not that I had much

Here's to you all , a beautiful bunch of flowers
a magnificant rainbow
a recent photo
a bowl of laughs !!!!

Loads of Love from me to You .

Hello again I think I have a permanant link to this site finally, provided computer doesn't crash....

I miss my girlfriends. I have been so blessed with friendship all of my life, I am not as good a friend as I used to be, tho they are all in my heart and prayers.

If I had money I would buy each and every one of them a ticket to Sadonna Arizona for Valentines day and we would do spa time , phsyic time, walk time, talk all the time, just be together.

Dusti, Karen, & Sallie are you missing me too ?? I know we all have great lives in different parts of the country and family around us, its great but somehow I still feel we are missing something....time together.

I am again lucky as here at home I have a bunch of great friends, Susan , Heather, Kristen, Virginia, Cindy, ....and the list goes on...

We mostly are scrapbookers so we get together a couple of times a year for a weekend retreat, what great fun we have and sometimes get some work done in our books tho that is not the priority !! fun and fellowship is.

late winter beauty

Ivy

was bitching that we were back on a paved road and she had not gotten to run .