one of my favorite places on earth... I am so lucky to live here.
the beauty here still amazes me. It restores my soul in a way no place else on earth does. I got to walk new trail here this time and I am looking forward to returning to pick up where I left off.
New York is getting beaten by winter storms, I am thankful D has a new home to stay warm in. I am thankful family and friends are well and healthy, for the most part coast to coast.
friends traveling safely on the globe that holds us all. I am being encouraged in my spiritual growth again, and of course getting out into my Olympics helps.
depression hit me today, wam. no warning standing here talking a hard conversation but still having it, and from no where blindsided by visions of memories that should be gone long gone.... why? I know these things do me no good, put 'em in a bubble and give them to God. I do most of the time ...now keep those thoughts from taking space in my head, and with s here I have been pleasantly distracted. reality returns? no can not accept that, they are no longer my reality, wishing them all Gods speed and goodness. never to be seen again !!
got my zapper today no more excuses, got what I need to take care of me one on one. gotta get past the fear . never was fearful didn't understand how debilitating it is
for her final ride Z took the long way home ..... 
mt Baker
Twin Sisters
Mt Rainier
Mt Rainier
Mt Baker
along the trail to her final resting place...
Forever you will be missed little KabenZee, till we meet again...... 
